welcome!

'shine your eyes’ is a phrase that I picked up in liberia, west africa. it means to open your eyes and see the Truth. this is my hope for people everywhere, myself included, that we will continually be transformed to see and be the ideals God has set forth as the Kingdom. the book of isaiah says it this way:

'see, a king will reign in righteousness and rulers will rule with justice. each man will be like a shelter from the wind and a refuge from the storm, like streams of water in the desert and the shadow of a great rock in a thirsty land. then the eyes of those who see will no longer be closed, and the ears of those who hear will listen. the mind of the rash will understand, and the stammering tongue will be fluent and clear.’ isaiah 32:1-4

currently this is taking shape in my life working with bahamas habitat. we are working to provide aviation support to bahamas methodist habitat, a hurricane relief/sub-standard housing repair organization based in the bahamas. know that we would love for you to come spend some time with us as we take part in all the beautiful ways that God is loving His creation.

in the words of mother teresa, “pray for me that i not loosen my grip on the hands of Jesus even under the guise of ministering to the poor.” and i pray that in all that you do, whether coming to the bahamas, serving in haiti or celebrating life in your part of the world that you will simply love and come and see all that God has for us. let this place be a place of celebration and conversation for us to greater understand life with one another.

‘and because of our faith, He has brought us into this place of highest privilege where we now stand. and we confidently and joyfully look forward to actually becoming all that God has in mind for us to be.’ –romans 5:2

peace.

8.25.2010

daily dish :: favorite. email. ever.

in response to bahamas habitat's weekly update email, i received this email today:

"ARE YOU NUTS! Haul you ass the hell out of there before you wind up shark bait!
You can build habitats at Lake Tahoe!
Now get your get gear AND SHOVE OFF WHILE YOU CAN!
btw - Are you Mary's son?
RVSP ASAP!

(Uninterested Recipient)
New Government Motto: We're not happy till you're not happy"

highlight of the day again, among many.

8.24.2010

this guy wants to raise money and get a plane

again, a toss up between learning the song 'paris (ohh la la)' by grace potter and the nocturnals while doing speed punching bag motions in the air, seeing madeleine, sonic happy hour, first official flight with my new student pilot and painting with allie...today's moment has got to be the phone call i had this morning:

the essence of the conversation can be summed up by the caller's question:
'so, theoretically through bahamas habitat, i could raise enough money to buy an airplane for flying in haiti?'

God is alive! the seemingly impossible and nearly only imaginable is given life with the blessing of God being..God. and i am overwhelmed in thankfulness. it's just an airplane. and, it's just the beginning to an answer to prayer that may, or may not, grow to fruition.

8.23.2010

moment of the day

today is the first in this series, for however long it will hold my attention, of the moment of each day that stuck out the most. so, i'll start.

trying to decide between playing scary monster with auguste (my nephew-2 yrs old) in the house and finding imaginary popcorn or..the man balancing a 5 ft. floor fan on his lap while riding a bicycle and looking for a place to plug it in, presumably to cool off and being denied at a construction site, or the really good conversation with my brother, i still will choose the moment i got to go flying.

it would have been one month tomorrow since i had last flown. this weekend i presented bahamas habitat's presentation island flying to serve those in need and it resulted in a flight instruction job! amazing. today was getting oriented to ms. claudie, the black and red (not that there's anything wrong with that) painted 1972 172. it was really fun and i got to do two landings right in downtown knoxville. the guy who owns the flight school went up with me. right before leaving he says, 'uhh..one more thing, there's a ghost here.' completely serious! you won't be catching me up there late at night!

it may be a small moment, but it was really fun. i get to start with students this week!

8.22.2010

repost to recap

1.) catch a bonefish (this implies that i really learn to fly fish...i'm on my way! still just practicing the cast-no fly yet)
i got to the point of putting a fly on the line and...that was it. how hard will it be to transition to river fly fishing? maybe as difficult as finding a fly rod. anyone....anyone??

2.) surf at surfer's

george 'ratdog' robinson. a legend. as a tropical storm was brewing, the waves were churning not making it the most ideal. i meet up with ratdog at surfer's beach and we go at it. nope, i never stood up, but i did get tossed by some waves and i am determined to do it! ratdog is one of the sweetest men i've ever met. we were sitting at the surfer's shack at surfer's beach after a long attempt at surfing. he said to everyone there, 'i started coming here 30 years ago. it is my favorite place in the entire world. right here. this very shack. it's my favorite place!' i loved it.
3.) play ultimate frisbee at gaulding cay no..
4.) go camping in abaco super fun. went camping in tarpum bay. bonfire on the beach, cooked for dinner and the rain stopped for us to eat. coolest thing: bioluminescence: (look them up!).
5.) think about, and possibly, jumping off the rainbow cliffs (yikes!) didn't happen
6.) out for good music: elvina's and cocodimama
really fun. what i love about elvina's is that everyone has a place there. it's an incredibly hodge podge group of people who play instruments...tourists, locals, who cares?
7.) support ghana beyond france in the world cup to avoid losing a bet with a stiff wager: watching the exorcism of emily rose word to the mothers. i won! wager won: brandon mcmath swallowing pride for a public dance. total satisfaction. did you hear about the soctapus?
8.) saturday-style kickball game in JC alright, that didn't happen either
9.) spear a grouper or a lobster i more just carried a spear while snorkling. pretty anticlimactic.
10.) visit the haitian farm at camp
i'm starting to feel lame
11.) explore spanish wells this village is crazy. it's a lobster village. really ritzy and fun to see all the boats. it's a harbor island with character
12.) lighthouse be
ach one of the best places in the world. it's the southern-most point of eleuthera. The picture to the left was taken as seen from the lighthouse. my dad was there. we flew at kite, until i let it go and it flew into the trees.
13.) grow something from a seed and not kill it i wish i could say this was accomplished
14.) hitchhike
done and way fun. lutra man (the potable water deliveryman) picked me up from the airport to JC.
15.) night swim in the sea
watch out for sea lice :)
16.) take jc kids flying
on my birthday i got to take people up for pleasure flights. that was really fun and i want to do it again. the problem was that not many had transportation to the airport! one of my favorite quotes from the whole summer was from edwin, he's from nassau. we flew to abaco and he asked, 'is turbulence kind of like a pothole in the sky?' it was perfect.
17.) hatchet bay caves yes! love this place! we go through with candles, and maybe a flashlight or two. i don't think i'll go back over the time that there were a dozen people following me and i lost track of the rope through the cave.
18.) bake bread with mrs. white mrs. white taught me to make johnny cakes and conch salad.
19.) go to a bahamian wedding (horatio and/or godfrey's)

it started about an hour and a half later than they intended. it was fun. my favorite part of bahamian weddings is the walk. bride/bridesmaid struts up the isle and the groom/groomsman meets them halfway and gives the bouquet of flowers. it's pretty sweet. godfrey works in nassau at the airport.
20.) jc softball games every chance i got, i was there. it was intense and there's no doubt who eleuthera's best team is: james cistern, no doubt.
*bonus/unrealistic: take an invitation to lenny kravitz house to swim and sing a song* no, but the birthday was a rocking good time.

summer reading list: the hole in our gospel richard stearns check!
the heartbreaking work of staggering genius dave eggers whoops!
the confessions
st. augustine surprised by hope nt wright working on it, can't figure out how he was dubbed a saint!

it was definitely a rock star summer, even though i didn't get to accomplish about half of the list. it was wonderful.

7.12.2010

chasing rainbows

i wish i had a picture to show for this. today i flew roundtrip governor's to nassau and back. on the way back i got to see at least 5 rainbows, one was a full arched rainbow. beautiful. made a left 360 after dipping into the left arm of the rainbow and when i turned about 270 degrees i saw the rainbow from a side angle. i've never seen that before. it looked like gumby with the top of the arc tilted back. it was amazing.

i couldn't help but feel like i was in a starburst commercial with the girl whispering into the headset, 'taste the rainbowww.'

6.10.2010

the essence of life is to care

i don't know much about this guy, but i like his words. i ran across these quotes of his and want to share.

“We must be silent before we can listen. We must listen before we can learn. We must learn before we can prepare. We must prepare before we can serve. We must serve before we can lead." ~ William Arthur Ward

"The adventure of life is to learn. The purpose of life is to grow. The nature of life is to change. The challenge of life is to overcome. The essence of life is to care (serve).. The secret of life is to dare. The spice of life is to befriend. The beauty of life is to give." ~ William Arthur Ward

this guy seems to have it together but i've learned that i'm skeptical of clarity.

top 20 for a rockstar summer

i'm determined that this summer will rock. i have a few things in mind that will make this bahamian summer complete:

1.) catch a bonefish (this implies that i really learn to fly fish...i'm on my way! still just practicing the cast-no fly yet)
2.) surf at surfer's
3.) play ultimate frisbee at gaulding cay
4.) go camping in abaco
5.) think about, and possibly, jumping off the rainbow cliffs (yikes!)
6.) out for good music: elvina's and cocodimama
7.) support ghana beyond france in the world cup to avoid losing a bet with a stiff wager: watching the exorcism of emily rose
8.) saturday-style kickball game in JC
9.) spear a grouper or a lobster
10.) visit the haitian farm at camp
11.) explore spanish wells
12.) lighthouse beach
13.) grow something from a seed and not kill it
14.) hitchhike
15.) night swim in the sea
16.) take jc kids flying
17.) hatchet bay caves
18.) bake bread with mrs. white
19.) go to a bahamian wedding (horatio and/or godfrey's)
20.) jc softball games

*bonus/unrealistic: take an invitation to lenny kravitz house to swim and sing a song*

summer reading list:
the hole in our gospel richard stearns
the heartbreaking work of staggering genius dave eggers
the confessions st. augustine
surprised by hope nt wright

may (to catch up)

may came and went in a flash. i spent most of the month traveling between florida, tennessee, haiti and the bahamas.

(i'm wearing a new favorite tshirt, just to give a visual: it has so much iron-on plastic that it crinkles when i sit, stand, walk, move in general. it's a picture of earth as a basketball with 'hoops for haiti' arched over the top of the worldball. on the back, there is a warrior on horseback of some kind with words: 'we're all in this together' slapped as the warrior's aurora.)

florida was a conference to gather about 60 transporters in one place to create an operation to supply haiti's needs. the room was absolutely not big enough to fit all the egos in one place. it was confirming though that the heavy hitters in the developing world arena mostly shoot from the hip. there is a ton of room for movements and ideas. stayed at the w hotel in fort lauderdale. kinky. the shower's wall facing the bedroom and balcony (and sequentially the rest of the world) was a window. i bathed bravely once, and then the next morning felt clean enough to people watch at the race for the cure and fly to nashville via auburn. auburn to pay homage, and nashville to surprise everyone like gene parmesan of arrested development.

mother's day, dad's birthday, jordan's graduation from ut, all the following week. loved being there for all of it. my dad was so surprised he didn't even recognize me. flew back to the bahamas the following weekend, scooting out just in time to avoid a macho thunderstorm passing over downtown island home airport in kn0xville, tn. turning out of the traffic pattern we navigated right around thunder, lightning and pillars of rain. it continued like that until we were out of the mountains and the rest of the trip to the bahamas was smooth. i had never flown over the kennedy space center and that flight was my first. there's a skinny corridor to take just next to it that you get a good glimpse at the shuttle and station. cool.

jumped into a week with auburn wesley foundation who came to volunteer with us for a week. anna bellamy took care of my grandmother for about a year and a half until nan passed away this past march. she continues to take care of my grandfather by taking care of the house and getting him out of the house keeping his mind going. she came down on the flight with me from knoxville and spent the week too. it was really great having her here.

the following weekend, i left for haiti to be there for four days. the purpose for our time in haiti again is to see if there are long term opportunities for bahamas habitat to meet needs sustainably with general aviation. the week was packed! got to visit 5 airports in haiti, 4 in the bahamas during the week including grass, gravel, paved, busy and empty alike. so much to write about there, but the gist is that our vision is to partner with existing medical personnel and supply them with volunteer pilots.

'what is it like in haiti now?' many people ask me this. i tell them that i can tell you what haiti looks like since the earthquake in january, not knowing exactly what it looked like before then but have a good hint that it wasn't strong, and now i imagine that it is back to where it was before the earthquake with many resources and great potential. what's the hold up? sustainability, long-term solution mentalities. i'm thankful that this is a problem in one sense. but, the most heartbreaking thing is seeing containers stacked full of food and relief items locked next to tent cities with literally thousands of people starving and desperate. what i saw a few weeks ago is consistent with what i saw 3 days after the earthquake. literally tons of relief items and resources, need pounding on the walls of terminal buildings and emptiness in between. so, what's the need? before the earthquake there were 1000 n.g.o.s. post-earthquake, 8000 applications are in line to receive n.g.o. status which grants duty-free imports. many of these are logistics organizations. there are about 9 million people who live in haiti, with about 7.5/8 million living right in port au prince. my heart is continually broken with those i meet in haiti, i'm thankful that there are ways to be in touch with one another's physical, spiritual, emotional needs. i echo mother teresa's prayer again, 'pray for me that i not loosen my grip on the hands of Jesus, even when ministering to the poor.' the mindset of discernment is a constant battle.

came back to the bahamas and was here through the rest of the month hosting teams and sorting the information and resources that i found during the previous weeks. also in the midst of being in haiti, jordan and allie, my brother and sister-in-law had a baby girl, named isabelle lee, or izzy. i cannot wait to see her in august!

4.20.2010

mumford and sons rock

'roll away your stone' mumford and sons

watch this video

Roll away your stone I will roll away mine
Together we can see what we will find
Don't leave me alone at this time
For I am afraid of what I will discover inside

You told me that I wouldn't find a home
Beneath the fragile substance of my soul
And I have filled this void with things unreal
And all the while my character it steals

Darkness is a harsh term don't you think
Yet it dominates the things I see

It seems that all my bridges have been burned
But you say 'That's exactly how this grace thing works’
It's not the long walk home that will change this heart
But the welcome I receive with every start

Darkness is a harsh term don't you think
And yet it dominates the things I see
Darkness is a harsh term don't you think
And yet it dominates the things I see

Stars hide your fires
For these here are my desires
And I won't give them up to you this time around
And so I will be found
With my stake stuck in the ground
Marking the territory of this newly impassioned soul

And you, you've gone too far this time
You have neither reason nor rhyme
With which to take this soul that is so rightfully mine

“fairyland is nothing but the sunny country of common sense”

gk chesterton: easily my favorite author. i’m reading orthodoxy now and i love the man who was Thursday. he inspired cs lewis and the others in his league. from orthodoxy:

“the love of a hero is more terrible than the hatred of a tyrant. the hatred of a hero is more generous than the love of a philanthropist. there is a huge and heroic sanity of which moderns can only collect the fragments. there is a giant of whom we see only the lopped arms and legs walking about. they have torn the soul of Christ into silly strips, labeled egoism and altruism, and they are equally puzzled by His insane magnificence and His insane meekness. they have parted His garments among them, and for His vesture they have cast lots; though the coat was without seam woven from the top throughout.”

“the point is that this world is not too sad to love or too glad not to love; the point is that when you do love a thing, its gladness is a reason for loving it, and its sadness a reason for loving it all the more.”

“let us suppose we are confronted with a desperate thing – say pimlico. if we think what is really best for pimlico we shall find the thread of thought leads to the throne or the mystic and the arbitrary. it is not enough for a man to disapprove of pimlico: in that case he will merely cut his throat or move to chelsea. nor, certainly, is it enough for a man to approve of pimlico: for then it will remain pimlico, which would be awful. the only way out of it seems to be for somebody to love pimlico: to love it with a transcendental tie and without any earthly reason. if there arose a man who loved pimlico, then pimlico would rise into ivory towers and golden pinnacles; pimlico would attire herself as a woman does when she is loved. for decoration is not given to hide horrible things: but to decorate things already adorable. a mother does not give her child a blue bow because he is so ugly without it. a lover does not give a girl a necklace to hide her neck. if men loved pimlico as mothers love children, arbitrarily, because it is theirs, pimlico in a year or two might be fairer than florence. some readers will say that this is mere fantasy. i answer that this is the actual history of mankind. this, as a civilization and you will find them knotted round some sacred stone afterwards gained glory for it. men did not love rome because she was great. she was great because they had loved her.

haiti summary

(confession: ripped this from a formal explanation written earlier)

14 January 2010 Bahamas Methodist Habitat flew its first flight in response to Haiti's earthquake disaster that occurred on 12 January. That first flight continued onto a 60-day airlift to include 400 missions, 120 mission pilots/airplanes, and 250,000+ lbs. of critical medical supplies and food delivered. The first flight was into Port au Prince, we expanded to focus on outlying communities utilizing six airports: Cap Haitian, Les Cayes, Jeremie, Pignon, La Gonave, Jacmel. We partnered with Rotary International through whom we established on-the-ground contacts for needs and proper distribution. The contacts in Haiti were primarily medical-related but also included humanitarian organizations and orphanages.

The operation itself was simple. We established two warehouses to collect donated supplies: Johnston County, North Carolina (KJNX) and Fort Lauderdale, Florida (KFXE). Volunteers operated both these warehouses tirelessly. Banyan Air Service at Fort Lauderdale Executive Airport operated the warehouse and served as our primary collection point for the States and gateway to the Caribbean, not forgetting to mention providing fuel at cost! When pilots flew to Haiti, (s)he would collect necessary supplies (medical supplies based on the phase of relief and rice, beans, oil) from their local community and/or top-off the load at our warehouse and come to Nassau, Bahamas. Odyssey Aviation made the staging operation there possible through the use of warehouse space, fueling at a discounted rate and facilitating international procedures for the pilots. Pilots would then base there in Nassau being dispatched each morning on specific missions depending on the load of supplies and the most pressing needs at the time. Right at about eight-hour days, pilots would return to rest and repeat for as long as (s)he was able and willing. All pilots generously gave their time and own financial support.

The airlift continued until Haiti's ports opened and commercial travel resumed operation. Our relief effort became inefficient and consequently less effective and we cleared our warehouses through the use of container shipments to Haiti. We, BMH/BH, are currently assessing how we might be involved in the long-term recovery phase as we partner with those whom we came into contact during the critical response phase. We are aiming to have a long-term plan established by the end of May after our assessment pilot determines what need, if any, we are capable of meeting in Haiti.

The government of Haiti has resumed tough customs and duty (arbitrary, and extreme) requirements. It is making it difficult to transport supplies into the country because of the requirement to pay extreme landing fees and duty. In one sense, they’re not to be blamed because this is the largest, if not the only, source of income for the country, but the corruption that in included is what rocks the willingness of many dropping supplies realizing that the goods will not be appropriately distributed and only making the officials more well-to-do. Again, when you are in the circumstances that press onto Haiti, the perspective is very limited. This is a definite place for prayers as there is a great deal of hope for those in Haiti and the country as a whole, but it’s stretching wineskins right now.

2.15.2010

You might want to have a Haiti map up and ready)


Cities, Planes, Pilots

With PAP being so centralized in terms of resources and the influx of refugees to the outlying cities and the performance characteristics of small aircraft as the ones we fly, we focus on flying everywhere except PAP, with rare exceptions.  Cities include: Les Cayes, Jacmel, Jeremie, Cap Haitien, Pignon and La Gonave.  We are working on Port au Paix.  Our requirement for landing and delivering supplies is that we have secured a ground contact that is ready to claim the supplies.  From there we match the conditions and need with the capability of the aircraft and supplies on hand.


Planes that have come through for the aviation enthusiasts: Albatross from Nevada, Skymaster from Canada (blew an engine on takeoff that they handled famously), Barons, Bonanzas, Cirrus, Senecas (one flew direct from Massachusetts to Nassau at night through the Bermuda triangle..nutheads), Aztecs, Diamond from Michigan, Pilatus from New Jersey and California, Meridians, Malibus, Cessna 180 and 182, Navajos, King Air from Texas, Lance from NY.  We have had about 130 planes involved so far.


The people who have come through have been incredible, about 250 so far (including relief workers and pilots).  Everyone has interesting stories, and it’s gotten to the point that I am no longer surprised or disbelieve anyone who tells me their airplane has been in movies, they own Madison Square Garden and the NY Knicks, they were the Sunkist girl from Hollywood when she was a teenager, a full-time farmer from Iowa, they started The Salon hair salons, are billionaires or have no money at all, or are world famous aerobatic pilots.  The guy organizing our warehouse built water purification systems everywhere from Africa to Costa Rica and Haiti, sailed the world, worked on fishing boats and he tells me something new everyday and I believe every word of it.  And, I may or may not know most of this because we Google-search their name after meeting them.


Day in Les Cayes

Three weeks ago we took off in a Baron and a Bonanza from Nassau before sunrise to try and make it to Les Cayes in time for church.  A few technicalities kept us from making it on time but instead we spent the afternoon meeting the doctors and seeing the clinics where the supplies that we deliver are going.  That day is one that I will not forget anytime soon.  After landing, about 10 of us piled into trucks and went to a missionary’s house, had lunch at the guesthouse, visited 2 clinics and a tent city, then flew back to Nassau.  The capability of general aviation shined brightly on the reality that we are able to go in and out of Haiti in a day able to serve a purpose without being a burden.  It was a battle internally having lunch there but accepted it with the realization that many times accepting hospitality serves a greater good than the obvious negative we are eating food that the country does not have to spare.


The clinics were heartbreaking.  I pray that God continues to break your heart and mine and realize that only through Christ are we made whole and righteousness is found.  This is a prayer that we pray regularly.  Of the 50 beds in the first clinic we visited 44 of them were occupied by refugees from PAP.  At that point, most medical procedures remedied injuries as a result of being crushed by buildings.  Broken legs and hips being set, many amputated. Forgive the gore, but to give you an idea of the need for medical supplies, many of the amputations are done with old hacksaws and Tylenol.  That is all that is available when the supplies are depleted as quickly as they are in Haiti’s crisis. 


Dr. Richard McGlaughlin is a pilot and a surgeon.  He came initially to fly supplies in and out but after seeing the need, decided that his skills as a surgeon would better benefit than as a pilot.  So on his second trip in, he stayed for over 2 weeks.  We were reunited the day we got to visit and he showed us one of his improvisations that impressed us all.  He ran out of hardware to set bones so he set a broken leg with rebar.  It was nuts to see.  One of my favorite personal aspects is seeing how a material, the rebar, is used in both parts of BMH’s ministry.  We use rebar so much in the home repair aspect and then we saw it used to improvise medical procedures in the relief efforts.  Dr. McGlaughlin beamed with his creativity.


There is more to this story but honestly, I don’t totally feel comfortable putting it on the internet...if this sounds sketchy, it is.  But it has something to do with customs, lost passports, passengers and plane checks.

I will say this one last part though.  To land or takeoff at any airport in the Bahamas other than Nassau, you must schedule an appointment and the airport operator must gain clearance from Nassau to turn on the runway lights.  In the air at night, you must be on an IFR flight plan.  We were really pushing time trying to get out of Great Exuma, our fuel stop, on the way back from Haiti to Nassau before sunset.  The first plane took off and a Bahamas Air DHV-8 squeezed between us for takeoff.  Annoying.  We were all calling Clearance for IFR and takeoff clearances.  The -8 literally positioned right in front of me in a Bonanza with both monstrous engines flowing.  Although they chimed in on the radios after me, they were doing their best to get ahead of me.  It didn’t help that the other aircraft and me differed in call signs by 1 number (N359P and N459P).  Anyway, by the grace of God I’m convinced, I was given a clearance before the Bahamas Air flight which usually get priority as it is a commercial airliner.  If I could have, it would’ve been better for me to reverse the plane to get around the -8.  Instead I scooted around the beast of a plane and puttered into position for takeoff.  I know I was cussed at least once.  We were on climb out when the sun dipped below the horizon.  A few minutes later and we would’ve been stuck on the ground trying to call Nassau for our appointment.  Whew!  This story is an example of some of the Bahamian ridiculousness.  I never did hear Bahamas Air on the Nassau frequencies.


Charlie and Fuel

God is incredible in provision and strength and love.  Multiple times daily we see the promise of God so obviously.  Planning only goes so far and then we see the reality of God’s guidance so obviously.  For example, Charlie Zaloom from NY flew with us for 11 days.  He shimmied down to PAP in his Cessna 180 to base himself independently distributing goods to outlying villages.  He was in Jacmel, a city just 25 miles south of PAP, and thought to himself that he could really use just a bit more fuel, 5-10 gallons.  Knowing the little to no possibility of actually getting the fuel to make him comfortable, he brushed it off just as another plane landed.  The pilot jumped out with a full fuel can and handed it to Charlie saying he had extra and didn’t know if Charlie could use it or not.  Charlie hadn’t made any request for it to anyone.  I’m telling you, these events happen daily.


Media

The day Charlie headed back to NY we had a short conversation about the struggle with the media attention of those like Charlie.  A reporter from Plane and Pilot was here and Charlie and I talked about how frustrating it is when people try to make heroes out of people simply doing what they can.  I just read in the book Three Cups of Tea what I think sums up our conversation:  (a quote from a well known climber and humanitarian) ‘I was just an average bloke.  It was the media that tried to transform me into a heroic figure.  But I’ve learned through the years, as long as you don’t believe all that rubbish about yourself, you can’t come to too much harm.’  I was reminded of Charlie and all the pilots who have come through when I read this.  I pray that the reporters that have come through here will simply tell the real story of what is happening in Haiti and the beauty of God that shines so brightly when we serve one another in love.


Holding My Breath

One of the more exciting flights was with Gene Schmidt.  This weekend he is on his way down for the 5th time since the earthquake!  (I have Gene Parmesean of Arrested Development in my head whenever I say his name)  Kelsey Farrington, one of my college roommates, came down for over a week to help us out with emails, phones, logistics, etc.  She was a huge relief as we were able to catch a little air with her help.  (She says she’ll be back soon…I’m going to hold her to that!)  Gene, Kelsey and I flew down to Jacmel, Haiti.  The airport is fun as it is controlled by the Canadians from a collapsible table on the porch tucked in some mountains right on the southern coast of Haiti.  Landing to the South, on base to final there is a steep hill that causes a weird feeling, as you are on a normal decent.  And takeoff, although ultimately safe, gets your blood flowing a good bit as you stare at the mountain just ahead before turning around it.  There was a moment when you couldn’t think about anything else than that you’re committed on the takeoff and you just need to keep flying.  Gene said, “It’s not unsafe to fly down here…sometimes you are just very, very focused.”


La Gonave

The most risky, and in-need, place we fly is La Gonave.  La Gonave, also known as The Forgotten Island, sits just off the port.  If Haiti is a mouth, La Gonave is the tongue, that’s the technical descriptions I give in the briefings.  This island has 150,000 people living on it and depends entirely on shipments from PAP, just about 20 miles across the water.  With the disfunction of PAP due to the earthquake, there is no food/water or medical supplies or anything really going to the people there without the assistance of small aircraft.  Other organizations such as MAF and us are flying are the only physical way that supplies are delivered.  That is a crazy reality to us but because of that, there is danger when we land because the need is so great.  Mark, one of the pilots, in his C210 has gone twice to La Gonave.  To land he did a low fly-over to assess the field.  He saw some type of official holding a green flag giving the clearance to land indicating that it is secure and safe. Immediately upon shutting down the engine, a swarm of locals surrounded the plane making it difficult for Mark to get out.  The official who held the green flag for landing in one hand was now using the stick in his other hand to keep people away from the plane.  It was great, except that in his effort to protect the plane was hitting it every time he drew back with his stick.  Mark and I had a good laugh about that.  He also told me that women would hand him their babies and others would reach into his pockets looking for food.  Throughout the country when kids see us, they gather their fingers together holding it to their mouths showing that they want food.  Reflecting on his experience at La Gonave, he told me about his second visit there and said, “It’s scary but I would do the same thing as them if I were as hungry as they are.”


PAP x 3:: Day 1, MAF, and the Beech 1900

I’ve made to PAP 3 times so far.  The first was the Friday after the earthquake.  It took us 2 days to get there as the airspace was so congested.  The other pilot, Dave Spangler (a missionary pilot based on the same island where I live, Eleuthera) and I got as far as Inagua (the Southern-most island of the Bahamas and the island of Morton salt) where airplanes were stacked about 12 and 16 high holding until their turn to land on PAP’s only runway.  We landed here and stayed the night as we have connections through BMH and the Methodist church. The following morning we took off at dawn and landed by 8:30.  We circled the runway for 30 minutes, which is better than the 3 hours they anticipated the day before.  When we landed, we saw that everybody showed up for the party: The US government, Red Cross, Doctors without Borders, China, Jamaica, France, everybody.  It was quiet chaos as there was tons of need literally pressing against the glass doors on the other side of the terminal and tons of supplies and food ready to be distributed, but the terminal was empty in between.  It was very symbolic of the situation.  Everyone was there but there was no one to close the gap and actually meet needs with provision.  It took us 3 hours to unload a Piper Aztec because no one really knew what to do.  We finally made it back after picking up a family of 5 needing to get back to the States.


The second time I went in a Navajo, owned by the NYC Dolan family, with Ben Dolan to deliver a load to Charlie Zaloom, which he in turn delivered to the outlying cities.  Upon landing we met Charlie who took us to a hospital right on the field.  The tents, donated by Alanzo Mourning were filled with people being treated.  In block letters with permanent marker a cardboard sign read, “WOUND CARE”.  Coleman camping tents were set up only 50 feet away from the hospital separated by the walkway for everyone.  They served as isolation tents as some feared small pox was about to break out.  We walked around talking with lead doctors collecting information on specific needs that we can deliver.  We make an attempt to meet real needs, not just deliver supplies.  Especially after we learned that some of the medicine we delivered was cholesterol and Alzheimer’s medicine; that was frustrating.  We walked around and I actually ran into some friends of mine!  It was my boss/supervisor/mentor at MAF during my internship in Idaho summer of ’08.  They have a base there and had many from the Nampa office come for support including most of those who I knew from MAF.  It was really fun and we have since continued conversation about how we might partner in the relief effort.


The third time was just yesterday and I got to fly with Pineapple Air in a Beech 1900. Definitely the biggest airplane I’ve ever gotten to fly…and least technologically developed airplane lately.  For you pilots, it had Avidyne display but operated with a NDB and no autopilot.  Straight stick flying for 4 hours…whewhoo!  I have no idea how anyone gets away with letting me fly it with passengers on it and no training per that plane but at least there was a captain sitting next to me, never mind that he was 23 years old!  It was fun and on the way back we planned to pick up 17 doctors/nurses with Partners in Health.  Partners in Health is the organization that Paul Farmer started.  (If you don’t know who he is please Wikipedia search him and read the book, Mountains Beyond Mountains, and then let’s talk about it.)  We landed, I met a local named Rolex and got another guy to go with me to chase down the group of 17 at the main terminal since we were down the road at the general aviation terminal.  Lots of run around got us to a plane loaded with only 9, 4 of whom were Partners in Health doctors. We made it back and as excited as I was to finally meet people involved with Partners in Health it was pretty anticlimactic.

haiti relief

Today I got to sleep in…went to sleep at 9:00 last night and got up at 9:15 this morning.  Went on a walk to the store and got settled in the room that is a condo/time share marina called Sandyport donated to us for 2 weeks.  It’s ideal..3 beds/2 bath with a kitchenette.  I’m very thankful for a place to stay.  For the last 2 weeks we’ve slept at the airport, and Odyssey aviation is the FBO where we’ve based the relief efforts for the last month.  They gave us a warehouse space.  It’s a quirky space with one wall dedicated to a line of our air mattresses.  Pretty funny looking.  We now have a place just about 10 minutes away that is comfortable.  An update.  Where to begin?

The gist of the operation is that we are meeting needs through the use of general aviation.  We carry medical supplies, food/water and shelter materials (tarps, tents, sheets, etc.), listed in order of priority.  We carry passengers but it is by far the biggest challenge of everything.  We do not charge to carry passengers, as per legal reasons mostly but rely on pilots raising their own support to cover fuel costs.  We have a solid understanding as an organization that money will not be what inhibits a pilot’s willingness to serve Haiti through aviation.  Therefore, we rely on the financial support of donors.  I’m thankful to say that we have been supported solidly by many generous donors, many of who are you.  (Thank you!)


General Aviation (GA) opens many possibilities through its capability for small, pointed and flexible operation to respond almost instantly.  It’s interesting comparing the beginning of this effort to when we started growing into larger and faster aircraft.  At the beginning it was eating meager meals and going all the time.  When the bigger and faster boys came in, we found ourselves being asked to order catering for when the pilots returned and having to calculate every pound being loaded on the aircraft but able to get 2 runs to Haiti in a day as compared to the 1 by small planes.  We’ve had a few laughs about that, and learned to balance our fleet with small and larger aircraft.

One of my favorite stories is that a few weeks ago a Citation flew critical antibiotics destined for Cap Haitien, Haiti from Montgomery, AL to Ft. Lauderdale, FL by 10 am.  A few of our small aircraft met the plane and an Alabamian politician to transport them to Nassau, and from there, a Pilatus took the load to Cap Haitien in the afternoon.  I was amazed.  We didn’t even plan for it to go that quickly, we actually were excited when we planned to get it there the next day. This is the opportunity of GA.  Although seemingly inefficient as you think about how small and comparably slow the deliveries are made, small aircraft meet the needs without the red tape and provisions of large micro-organized operations.


I pray that we are getting more organized and balanced.  I think we are on our way more and more everyday but are also slapped every once in awhile when we try to do too much and get ahead of ourselves and possibly the Spirit.  A normal day:


6:45:  Breakfast for the pilots, prepared by St. Michael’s Methodist Church

7:00:  Dispatch airplanes and make final preparations for the day’s mission (fuel, load, plan, coordinate with air traffic control) 

**Flights are made both Ft. Lauderdale-Nassau and Nassau-Haiti carrying supplies**

8:30:  Pilots are out, and we (staff) coordinate pilots, planes, supplies, passengers, meeting requests of Haiti doctors and missionaries, receiving new pilots and supplies from Ft. Lauderdale and otherwise

4:00: Planes begin returning from Haiti

7:00:  Finalize the logistics for the following day

8:30/9:30:  Dinner


Abraham, Matt and I work together on all of these parts of the day.  I am usually coordinating and flying, working with people both in person and otherwise throughout the day.  I’m thankful that we all get along well and have grown to depend and support each other so critically.


The situation in Haiti is still desperate.  For the first two weeks it was constant trauma and emergency care.  Haiti is very centralized in Port au Prince (PAP) as a governmental power play and because of the port.  A parallel is if we in the USA had to drive to NYC from Tennessee to get your driver’s license.  Therefore, the country is extremely rural and undeveloped.  Many have asked if I’ve seen much damage but honestly Haiti was a desperate place well before the earthquake.  The silver lining is that this is an opportunity for a fresh start for an already hurting Haiti, even before the earth moved under its feet.  Haiti has the world’s attention.  (I can attest, we fly in sequence with Japan, Jamaica, USA, Germany, Bahamas, and others.) 


After the emergency phase, the second wave came.  Many many many people fled PAP to the outlying villages where many had family or some sort of transportation to get there.  Anywhere but PAP was good in most people’s minds.  Les Cayes (pronounced: la kii) is a city about 100 miles west of PAP with a population of about 7,500.  Within two weeks after the earthquake the population doubled. 


We are walking into the third phase now, which is the foothold for long-term partnerships and sustainable solutions.  Much of the needs that we meet are very necessary, but short-term focused.  We will continue as long as need and provision are there.  A personal hope is that the outlying cities will be strong enough to retain the influx of people and the country will grow stronger as density is dispersed.  That would mean opening more ports and a couple cities in particular, such as Cap Haitien, Jacmel and La Cayes are ideal locations to receive shipments.

Everyone involved with the Haiti relief effort are beginning to raise our heads and open our eyes to the long-term solutions and how we might contribute, if at all.  We are in a unique position here nestled in the middle of the USA and Haiti with access to so many resources such as medical personnel, aviators/planes, and incredible support from so many.  We plan to continue going daily as we have been through February at least.  Support is still strong, thankfully.  In March we have talked about having pointed missions every week, or on need basis, and go from there…we’ll see.


If you don’t have time/are done reading, thank you for your support.  Stories are coming if you are interested in the fluff, and pictures are on Facebook.  If you want to be involved, see these ways: 


1.) Pray and tell the story of Haiti’s situation.  Get in touch with the local Haitian community in your city.  I’d bet there is a lively one near you.


2.) Collect medical supplies and get it as least as far as Ft. Lauderdale.  The address is: 5320 NW 20th Terrace Ft. Lauderdale, FL 33309.   Clearly mark it for Haiti Relief c/o Bahamas Habitat.  See the needs list attached.  You may also send food: Rice, Beans, Oil and Dry Milk.  We place a high priority on medical supplies, as rice becomes very expensive rice when transported on our airplanes with limited loads.


3.) If you are a doctor, particularly a surgeon, or a pilot with an airplane and IFR rating, volunteer your time and skill.  See www.bahamashabitat.org for both sign-up forms to get you on your way to Haiti.


4.) Give financially to contribute towards fuel and operating costs.  All donations are tax-deductible, including flights made as pilots.  You may make donations through our website:www.bahamashabitat.org.


5.)  (insert creativity)  Consider long-term partnerships and sustainable contributions.  (who loves buzz words?)

The day off was really welcomed.  I’m thankful for this team who makes me feel okay about taking the time to rest and be quiet today.  A song that runs through my head a good bit is by The Swell Season called “A Love that Conquers”.  Enjoy it if you find the time to listen to it.  I know y’all are busy having babies, doing well with your businesses, loving people constantly and pursuing incredible lives.  How are you?  What has been going on in your world?  I would love to know.  I hope you take time to breathe with the confidence that God is good, His love endures forever and His strength will withstand eternally.  Love you all.


peace, 

cameron

1.02.2010

junk junk junkanoo!

the american contingency of bmh minus abe met in albany, ga to head back to the states.  we flew back in the cherokee that they had flown up a few days after i went back to the states.  the flight was fun and laid back.  it was a fun realization when i didn't feel compelled to take pictures crossing the water between florida and the bahamas.  we made it fine and it was good to be back, no doubt.

kp got married the weekend after i left for the states.  vonia, his wife, has 3 kids living with her.  all 5 are now living in the apartment above my room and the urick's space.  it's a really fun arrangement and it means that we get to be neighbors with all the people in this family who are great.  love it.  i wish that everyone will come and see everything and meet everyone.

i'm thankful to be here and here for a solid time.  coming in october and leaving in both november and december interrupts life a good bit in a place when people don't travel a whole lot.  settling in for the new year has caused us as an organization to start having good conversation about how we will live and work together.  good things are happening and i'm excited for the good things that will come when we are operating fluidly.

new years eve we had a spaghetti dinner and a righteous dance party at abe's house.  it was super spontaneous and turned 0ut to be really fun when we all got into it.  just in time for the countdown to the new year to begin, we got to the beach house which is a restaurant that had a band for the night.  they had fireworks and a lot of people...we brought lots too, about 13 of us piled into our 15 passenger van with only 2 seats (unless we stuff the adirondack chairs in for comfort).

we got in around 130 am and were back up again at 445 for sunrise at surfer's beach again.  the sun came, but we didn't see it because of the clouds.  we napped after eating pancakes and bacon that matt made us at 4 am (ridiculous) for a few hours.  we stayed through the morning and played in the waves and frisbee.  at one point there were about 13 surfers in the water and more people than i've ever seen there.

all the different cultures on this small island are amazing, really.  and how everyone gets along, too.  there's this small community of surfers and visiting surfers all ages, mostly older.  surf by day and play or listen to music by night.  then you have the church community, and the tourist community..everyone seems to have their niche or at least their identity.  then there's the love to not categorize each other that i think will always be a good struggle.  napping in the afternoon, we prepared for junkanoo in harbor island, or briland as it's affectionally known.

junkanoo started at "6" and that's when we got there.  i think besides the vendors, we were in the first batch to arrive for the festival.  junkanoo was built up in my head as this parade similar to the parades in china with the crazy multiple person dragons with a bahamian bent.  there's competitions and each settlement has a junkanoo crew.  last night was briland's junkanoo with kids.  these kids were so good!!  they were good but honestly...this whole thing was a little anti-climatic.  they didn't start marching until 945.  whew.  the time was spent well all hanging out and walking the docks.  shoot.  let me tell about that.  these boats are beyond description.  a smudge would be noticed on these multi-million dollar yachts, deep-sea fishing boats..some fishing boats had 4 300 hp engines on the back.  this island is where all the celebrities come when they say they're coming to the bahamas.  it's about an hour north of jc where we live.  we also watched them get ready for the parade.  they had barrels, like gasoline barrels, covered in goatskin that had to be warmed up by a bonfire.  the costumes are super colorful and paper mache.  these kids were so good!  they had these coordinated dances, with these crazy headdresses following them and a full band including the goatskin drums.  they did great..but really, it only lasted about 20 minutes.  whew.  lots o waiting.  but really, it was fun all us together and seeing this big tradition in the bahamas.

the airplane has a little trouble with the magneto and we won't be flying it until we take care of the issue.  but we have lots to look forward too as we all go at the new year.  we are getting in our groove as an organization.  our first volunteers of the year come in just a few weeks!

the verse that's been in my head is philippeans 1:9: 'so this is my prayer: that you love will flourish and that you will not only love much but love well.  learn to love appropriately.'  i hope we love well this year in all that we do.

nassau, flight attendants and christmas began

we took a trip to nassau on december 16, about 3 weeks ago, because i had a flight out of there early the next morning to go back to the states for christmas.  the evening/night was great.  we fly into nassau and the 5 of us (abe, matt, two of abe's friends and myself) head for the adventure learning center (www.alcbahamas.org), an evangelical ministry in nassau directed by one of abe's closest friends.  this is the same guy who we stayed with on the andros trip with his 9 kids.  this place is crazy.  it has its own planetarium, bunk houses, a huge dining hall equipped with a zipline (!), and a huge campus with a great outreach ministry.  on our way to the alc, we stopped by all saints camp, a community for those with terminal diseases.  abe described the place to us as like a modern-day leper colony.  it was a blessing to go and meet a few of those living in the community and see the progress in the conditions that need attention.  i left thankful that there is a place for people in the unimaginably awful circumstances as AIDS and other terminal illnesses.  i also left a bit more broken as we caught a glimpse at the plight of so many.  please pray that this community will continue to be loved and loved well with attention and care.

from all saints, we carried on to the alc and got settled for the night.  after riding the zip line we went to the devoux family christmas party.  the devoux family is pretty prestigious and the event felt like a wedding with no fluffy dresses or cheesy speeches, well maybe...but...there was a big tent, lots of food, a christmas sermon, carols and the family report of only the successful ones i'm pretty sure.  it was another moment in life that i loved and didn't care how life brought me to that event.

i'm about convinced that whenever i book a flight it triggers a convention of flight attendants to determine who will be working the flight i'm on.  the last few times, my age has been an issue of concern.  when i went back for thanksgiving they specifically asked my age to make sure i met the 15 yrs of age rule to sit in the exit row.  this time for no reason whatsoever, the flight attendant strutted past me down the aisle, stopped, and said, "how old are you?"  through glaring eyes and tight lips i replied that i am 22.  the response i prepared my pride for came, "well you don't look a day older than 15!"  why?  why is that necessary?  and of course, my minesweeper circle around me inevitably says, "you'll appreciate it when you're 40!"  i say thank you, and i think, "tell me that when i'm 40, and then, you're right, i'll appreciate it.  but only then."  let me say this publicly, it's not appreciated at 22.

about an hour and a half into the flight, the airplane turns around.  the captain comes over the intercom and says, "you may have noticed that we made a 180!  (yes, i thought) we have a problem with our pressurization system and cannot climb above 25000 ft.  we don't have the fuel to make it to nashville at this altitude and as a matter of fact, the best maintenance facility for this sort of problem is in miami!  so...we're headed back!"  a 4 hour event can be boiled down to say that our crew of about 50 people including babies and two elderly women needing a wheelchair on and off an airplane with out a jetway traveling between the terminal on a bus in the rain was an adventure.  amazingly, no one complained and it was actually really enjoyable...or bearable at least.  caroline, my sister-in-law, told a funny monologue by a comedian.  he said, "i've always wanted to be the one for the airlines to announce delays.  come over the loudspeaker and say, 'sorry folks, looks like we'll be delayed for about 30 minutes,' wait for the grumbles and groans and then put things into perspective, 'i'm sorry but the journey you're about to make at one time would've taken months in a covered wagon behind oxen and your aunt would die of a rattlesnake bite and you would forge rivers and some would starve.  really, is 30 minutes a big deal?'"

we were hugging in baggage claim once we made it to nashville, american airlines credited me 5000 miles (that's not a ...then i found $20 joke) all in time for dinner with the family and christmas commenced.

12.13.2009

castles made of sand

friday was a good day.  we got to crash the primary school's Christmas party at the beach.  About 25 kids splashing around was a lot of fun...and having Christmas parties at the beach is a little bit of a novelty to us volunteers from the States.  


Mrs. Pinder is the 1st and 2nd Grade teacher.  She told me that she literally hasn't swam in decades because of inner ear surgery.  This day she proudly wore her bathing suit and swam like a fish!  All the kids LOVED it!  She raced them and play all the games.  It was really fun watching her.


I stayed until time to go fly to Nassau to pick up Abe and KP.  It was a fun flight as storms were building up.  We're learning that weather forecasting is a luxury.  All turned out well and we came back with the plane at max gross weight with food for the team next week and donated paint.  There was so much paint that we actually had to leave 3 5 gal buckets in Nassau to bring back another time!


Today was spent cleaning and getting the camp really ready for the team to come tomorrow.  Lisa is a girl from down the street and in 5th grade.  She's really cute and came over today and helped me put up Christmas lights on our tiki merchandise hut...then! she told me that she wanted to bake a cake.  That's how the afternoon was spent:  chocolate cake with dr. suess-like icing, it was lime green.  She was really fun and that girl can seriously eat..a lot.  She had 1/2 bag of popcorn mixed with cheese puffs, a small bowl of ice cream, chocolate covered peanut butter cracker, and a piece of cake all in the time that we were baking.  Almost impressive.


This week's team is on their way here.  11 girls and 3 guys, Millsaps College.


The epiphany I had this week is that I honestly think I could listen to blues music everyday of my eternal life and never love it any less.  honest.  and, hence this post's title.

12.09.2009

Bench-pressing Camels, Willy Wonka, 3000 Santa Clauses and The Flying Begins (Pt. 2)

I met Thursday with a plan.  Matt, the other Bahamas Habitat pilot, would arrive in Nashville in our Cherokee 6 at 6 a.m. sharp.  We would fly to Albany, GA and meet Mark Grimaldi to pick up Abe’s bike, fly to Ft. Pierce, FL to refuel and complete the last bit of paperwork before leaving the country, cross the water and arrive on Eleuthera before Customs closes at 5 pm. There were major issues with this plan.  I arrived at 6 am sharp at the airport, as did Matt. Two problems:  bad weather and a failed audio panel.  A full day of problem solving left with us staying over for the night and tracking down a new audio panel from Georgia.  It was installed the next morning and we were on our way to Albany where we met Mark. 

Mark is by far one of the most interesting people I’ve ever met.  His connection to Bahamas Methodist Habitat (BMH) is he helps the family serving here with me as their transportation back to the States when they need to go.  A rough childhood brought him to the day after graduating high school when he sent his bicycle from Pennsylvania to California and rode it to Canada to get in touch with some of his family.  Then he rode it back to Pennsylvania.  In 26 days.  He has done this twice.  The second time was after defeating a struggle with cancer from working with a chemical engineering company.  As a result of the cancer, the company moved him to NYC for 2 years, all expenses paid.  He was then transferred to Albany, GA continuing with this company and bought a chemistry set on ebay.  The chemistry set grew to the company he now owns and operates and is doing very well.

Mark met Matt and I at Albany’s airport and after looking at the weather, we decided that it was best to wait until the following day because of storms in Albany and all of Florida.  This weather stayed until Saturday night, so we stayed until Sunday morning with the Grimaldis. Mark took us to his office.  I was excited, no doubt, and he gave us a tour.  It was like a Willy Wonka factory!  Mark’s company produces artificial pineapple flavoring and that’s the smell through the whole factory.  Huge vats of gases and water and condensation are producing the flavoring.  This company also produces mint flavoring in toothpaste, chemical to detect explosive elements on people’s hands, a dry cleaning chemical so safe you can practically drink it and the whole state of California is required to use it, and more things!  We also got some dry ice from a huge container to help preserve the 120 lbs. of ham and turkey that we have on board for KP’s wedding on the 19th.  That was fun too.

Then we went to their house!  The property is 10 acres of pecan trees and a swamp with a walkway leading to a gazebo in the middle and a beautiful house.  Mark’s wife and two girls were great and they took care of us completely.  We spent Saturday at the Riverquarium and couldn’t miss the amazing display of 3000 Santa Clauses.  It was ridiculous and, the Santas were a little overrated.  They were just someone’s giant collection of Santa dolls and figurines all in one small room.  It was a lot of Santa.

Sunday we were finally able to leave without the worry of icing.  We made it to Ft. Pierce where our path intersected with Paul Zdybel (pronounced Zy-bell) on his way back from Eleuthera to Myrtle Beach.  Paul came down the first time for the Fly-In and Help Out event in October.  We are thankful for the time and service he donated when he came back down last week to provide transportation services for BMH.  They flew to 4 different islands in a week to finish a roof and see other projects that we will be working on this summer.  We finally got to Eleuthera at 3 p.m. after 4 days of traveling.

We didn’t stay down long as Abe was in Nassau and Manex was still on Andros where Paul took them and the roof project was.  We left with KP and LaDonna on Monday morning and went to Nassau.  We exchanged KP for Abe and continued to Andros, about 25 miles southwest of Nassau.  Andros is the largest and least populated island in the Bahamas and where Manex is from originally.  Here we planned to meet a group who flew in Christmas presents to the community who they met when they came to serve through BMH last summer.  It was exciting to see the long-term commitment of the church to the community.  I got to ride around town with Manex and LaDonna seeing what he calls home.  His family is incredibly warm and loving.

Later that afternoon we flew back to Nassau where we stayed for the night.  As we were getting in line to land, another pilot declared an emergency that one of the engines was overheating. We literally got directed out into the wild blue yonder until the plane landed safely.  Everything turned out fine and we got to land.

The evening was spent at KFC and slight culture shock as we went to see Atlantis on Paradise Island.  One of my favorite parts was seeing a shop at the resort who sells hand woven baskets made by women on Current Island, the island with the future children’s home.  We stayed the night with a large happy family.  It was incredibly fun meeting them, especially having a special place in my heart for Liberia.  This family includes 9 children (I think) and 3 of them are adopted from Liberia.  The husband/wife lived in Liberia for a handful of years and adopted the kids during their time there.  They still travel back fairly regularly.  The environment at this house is calm, organized chaos.  One of the kids was 4 years old, biologically their son, named Tymen.  I met him as he literally jumped on a mattress nonstop for a whole conversation.  He really wants to be a dad and asked if I was a mom.  Midsentence he does a flip in the air.  My head bobbed to keep up with the conversation with every up and down he went.  Tymen said good morning to me this morning wearing a lion costume.

We flew back this morning to Eleuthera and are home for the week until we go pick Abe and KP up in Nassau on Friday.  The airplane is here and is wasting no time at all.  We stopped at Mrs. Lee’s cafĂ© on the way back to camp for some lunch at the same time as lunch break for the school, which is just across the street.  It didn’t take 5 minutes after getting out of the car to have kids running up and hugging everyone as they go get food from Mrs. Lee, a baby’s in my arms and Charlie is being sweet 70-year-old Charlie saying hello.

We have a team of about 15 college students coming on Sunday.  

Bench-pressing Camels, Willy Wonka, 3000 Santa Clauses and The Flying Begins (Pt. 1)

On the 25th I left Eleuthera for the States for Thanksgiving in Knoxville.  The airliners delivered me to Knoxville in 16 hours stretched over 4 legs.  No, it should not have taken that long.  But a 4 hour delay in Nassau proved to me that there really is such thing as a free lunch.  (Maybe that’s just a thing in America)  The holiday brought good times with family and unfortunately, the first year in the long-standing King tradition that the Thanksgiving football game was not played.  Football unfortunately was not played and my grandparents sadly weren’t able to make it.  But, my brother’s 3 Guatemalan friends and cousin’s English chap were able to make it!  David, from England, is the new worship leader at Jay’s church.  He’s apparently toured with Sheryl Crow and Ray LaMontagne keeps contacting him on MySpace, but you wouldn’t know that unless you do some background checking, not that I did that...  He threw his first football on Thanksgiving day, as should anyone who learns American football later in life.  Juan, Juan Carlos and Juan’s wife do not speak much English at all.  I think they enjoyed the meal though because all they said after the meal was: “siesta”.

The weekend rolled on with helping a church in the neighborhood set up the nativity that cannot be missed if you drive on Tazewell Pk. in Fountain City.  I was told that I could bench press the camel figurines that were about 25% taller than me.  I never tested it but did get to wrap lots of sticks in lights.  Sunday came and after a stop at the Soccer Taco to celebrate the match between Chelsea and Barcelona, Allie, my sister-in-law/love, and I drove to Nashville to help decorate my mom’s house for Christmas.  This went on for a few days and with my mom’s food and love, the days were filled well.

11.15.2009

work permit and "owey owey owey"

there are three islands just off the north tip of eleuthera:  harbour island, spanish wells and current island.  let's be stereotypical.  harbour is for the tourists and rich folk, spanish wells is where the white bahamians live and current is where 20 people settled and the future site of the zion children's home.  just about two weeks ago the methodist conference approved us to be the project leaders to build a children's home on current island.  two women from current have a vision from God that began about 2 years ago to build the home.  here we go!  it's an incredible blessing and plan to start on the cleared ground with the teams in march if all goes as planned.

i've been awake since 4:45 this morning because!!!  we went surfing at sunrise at surfers beach this morning!  the waves were monstrous..too much for surfing even.  besides not having surf boards, the waves were killer.  abe tried surfing and gave a quick surfing lesson and demo:

 lesson 1: "play the tide, don't let the tide play you" after trying to paddle out and getting tossed back on shore.
lesson 2: "if you can't beat 'em, join 'em!" after being owned by the waves
lesson 3: "if surfing doesn't work out, you get good exercise!"

then, abe, matt and i decided to get owned by the waves for the next 2 hours.  video is attached.  see, the sand just before the tide line has sinking sand (caedmon's call anyone?) that you'll be running running running and then drop down in knee-deep sand.  so my goal was just to make it to the water before getting knocked down like a bowling pin, the waves being the bowling ball that is.  if you need an image in your head, imagine me literally rolling like a rag doll in the waves being tossed on shore screaming like the 'grape lady': "owey owey owey!"  if you do not know this reference, search "grape lady" on youtube.  at one point i was washing off the sand from my bathing suit and looked up, saw literally a 10 foot + wave, turned around to accept my fate and was swept off my feet to be parallel with the water and crashing down.  it was hilarious.

my work permit was approved this week too!  good news!

we had our first community meal this past thursday.  my hope is that we will intentionally eat together with semi-guided conversation that invites those in the community into camp and know that it is a place of genuine hospitality.  i'm excited for this to become regular and the conversation that comes from us being together.  we have it in mind to be a potluck and open ended conversation starters for people in the community, and each other, to get to know each other.  dreams are dreams right now but i feel God is calling us to something more than a meal.  we'll see.

lenny kravitz lives here on the island and has a big recording studie.  last night we went to a local place where his bass player and band manager were playing with i'm pretty sure james taylor under the cover as a guy named maurice.  i'm on to his game..

there is a lot happening.  a lot of wonderfully blessed elements going on.  i'm learning a great deal about living, eating, working, worshipping, and playing with the same group of people..and all that that entails.  that's for another day because i'm still learning so much.

mother teresa quoted thomas a kempis in his writing, the imitation of Christ: "Love feels no burden, values no labours, would willingly do more than it can, complains not of impossibility because it conceives that it may and can do all things; when weary is not tired; when straightened is not constrained, when frightened is not disturbed; but like a lively flame and a torch all on fire, it mounts upwards and securely passes through all oppositions."

peace.

11.06.2009

peter just got served!

last sunday was the cap of the mission train (choo choo!).  bill higgs is the president of the methodist conference and preached the sermon.  i am thankful for his words, and i love when God shows his humor in themes.  bill spoke about what God has been teaching me over the last year or so, and that is service.  one theme in the idea of service is that it is not about you and it's not about me, it's about being in rhythm with God.  simple.  right?  this theme has revealed itself to me in reading mother teresa, living in the bahamas, talking with friends and in going to the grocery store.  these places are just the venue from which God's love illuminates.  it does not matter what 'good' we do or where we are, it is allowing God to be through you, and this is service.  i read an article talking about the difference between fixing, helping and serving.  fixing implies what i want you to become or be (unfair).  helping is just a soothing coat for my conscience.  service, though.  service takes time, presence, understanding, prayer and love.  this should be our agenda.  not our fabricated ideals, but to truly submit to letting earth be as it is in Heaven and participate.

take this perspective and read everything that Christ said while on earth.  Christ is the gatekeeper through whom we are escorted into the Kingdom and united with the Father.  Praise the Lord for that sure promise.  as ministers and shepherds we escort our Church into the Kingdom that is already active in the places we call home.  when Jesus tried to prepare Peter for Jesus's coming death, resurrection and ascension, heartbroken Peter tried to 'help' or 'fix' the situation.  he said no Lord! it cannot be!  Jesus's strong response was 'get thee behind me satan!'  yikes.  satan??  my understanding of this exchange is couched in the difference between infatuation and love.  too often we as believers are infatuated with the romance of Jesus coming to die on a cross to save our sins.  yes.  this is Truth and is beautiful.  peter did not understand that to Love Christ means understanding that Christ was given as God's only begotten Son that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life.  this is Love.  he was infatuated with Jesus thus, making him selfish and unable to bear the idea of sacrifice and suffering, the very calling that Christ had.  his infatuation of Jesus blinded his love for Jesus. 

how hilarious is Jesus after He rose from the dead and talks with peter asking him, "peter, do you love me?" 3 times!  yes, Lord, you know that i love you!  3 times.  fragile peter's impatience is tangible in this picture.  here is Jesus's response to peter all three times:  feed my sheep.  service. shepherd those into the Kingdom.  peter just got served with Love.

check out the prayer that Jesus prayed in the garden before being arrested in john chapter 15 as it echos this Truth.  the unity of Jesus and the Father is possible for us as His creation through His death and resurrection, this being the point of the Cross.  Jesus's final words: "it is finished": we can do no more and no more needs to be done for us to be reconciled to the Father.  let's us praise Him as we join this love to God and to our neighbors alike.  service, feeding His sheep, is celebration of this Truth.

the beginning of john tells the story of two disciples following Jesus as He was walking.  the picture i have in my head as i read this story is them awkwardly following Him and Jesus turns around and says something to the effect of what do you want?  the disciples scramble, probably stutter, and say uh uh where are you staying tonight?  gracefully Jesus replies, "come and see."  the disciples simply wanted to be in His presence (see, it is a theme) and sit at His feet.  and this is what we are about here at methodist habitat. in the words of Jesus and mother teresa:: come and see.  we do hope that you come down to see this place and the people here and our larger prayer is that our eyes are continually opened and transformed to see and participate in the Kingdom.  let not our eyes be blinded with infatuation with the beauty of a place or the Love that is poured out in sacrifice, let us serve and here we will know and be peace and Love.

peace to you.

"Yesterday is gone. Tommorow has not yet come. We have only today. So let us begin."-mother teresa